After being in the hospital for over a week and having infection and fever, drain my body of so much energy. I’m now taking moments and absorbing beauty, kindness, and caring. And hopes of rebuilding a little bit of my stamina.

This week my task is to be a bit of an investigative medical cheery bulldozer. I am tasking myself to find somebody who might be able to help me out with my health condition. Wish me luck in my journey of phone calls and questions. While I’m still trying to gain some energy. After a year of treatments and healing my body is very resistant even though every day I challenge it.

I am thankful for both my husband and daughters that inspire me and provide so many moments of joy, my good friend Karen who came last week to keep us company as spring erupted through what felt like winter.

It’s funny how time is moving so quickly and I find myself more willing to let go of so many things from anxiety to sometimes relationships. I guess I don’t have fight in me and I also value what I have and care to spend it joyously.

Again, thank you to those who have reached out with love, and I appreciate every little bit shared.

Big love today tomorrow and always